Why do I put up with this?

I ask myself daily why do I put up with the things I do? And I can not find a good answer.I am at the point that I just want to run away and never come back. I really hate feeling like this and not understand what to do about it! I have lost all faith in what I was taught and find myself questioning what do I really believe in, The struggles that I am going through I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. I notice that it is starting to affect my feelings about work , home, life, etc....I just keep telling myself! This too shall pass....................So why hasn't it passed???????

Life!

Have you ever wondered what your life would have been like if you were born in a different time or place? I find myself daily thinking about this and wonder why I keep having the same thoughts over and over. The older I get the more I get upset with how I didn't do everything that I wanted to do when I was younger. Since you can't go bak in time I sit and think how can I make things happen that didn't when I was younger. But nothing seems to work out the way I want it too! You know Life is really unfair!
Today is a pity party for me!!!!:(

Speech for Michael

Above is a picture of Michael about 5 years ago at a Special Olympic basketball throw He looked so proud!
Starting next week I will stat taking Mr Michael to see Miss Donna for his speech It will be interesting on how I am going to get him out of the house to see her. Once a week from 1:30-2:30 on Tuesday's , I will have to work around the schedule from work to make sure he get's there. She want's me to give her some ideals on a visual schedule for him to make it easier for him to know day to day projects that he will be doing. I just hope that I am not biting off to much !

Home Schooling Michael

Well I've done it! I pulled Michael out of Public School, They were not teaching him really anything that I can't do here at home and since he's been home he has been a very relaxed boy. No more screaming fit's or hitting his mother.... Tim went to the school and unrolled him for the rest of this year hopefully keeping him home will help him ... I just want him to be a happy child and be able to progress at his own speed. Wish me luck!!!!!

My Job!

You know if it wasn't for the fact that I had a Great job to go to everyday I think I would go crazy! I know I must be crazy but I really do love my job even the bad day's I have a great crew and we get along so well we spend more time with each other than we do with our own families sometimes so it's a good thing that we do get along..... Goodwill is a great place to work if you want it to Be......